Today was one of those times where God doesn’t seem to make sense in how or why He moves. I wrote to Him early this morning for the first time in over two weeks (which is like a lifetime). I think He painfully began to answer it before the day was over…

Abba,
Rescue and ruin my heart, so that You are all that satisfies me. I want only You. Walking this road in life is tricky and rocky. I give in to the temptations before me and I so easily forget You. Or try to simply fit You into my life. I don’t want to do that. I want to remain Your precious daughter and servant. Humble me when I am proud. I long to walk with You. Keep your love deep in my bones. Let it be what moves me and wakes me. Put Your image in me, compel me where to move. Be with and in me. Please forgive me for my sins. Oh forgive my pride. Be everything in me. Thank You for reaching down for me. Change my heart, change my being. Give me a heart like Yours. I want to be with You. Teach me Your ways. I want to know You. Reveal Your heart to me, though I am unworthy. Take me away with You. I want to fall in love. In Jesus’ name. Amen.